tonight,he's asking me to change what i was right now into new me. or else this relationship will go nowhere. and i am really really really upset if i makes a decision off till here. apparently not my physical looks but more to my attitude towards him. both of us are really really really stubborn and always having a fight big big fight like what i always wrote down here. i want to win so do him. so tonight,we're having a talk.a long talk to find the solution.and i might change my self thinking of i really really loves this relationship.yes,i love him more than i love someone else before. even he always used harsh words on me, he say when i changed then he will follow me.everything is depends on me.i really think this is unfair but why not if I'm giving a trial.human are not perfect.so do I.
from now on, I'm trying to change myself.to be good,gentle,polite as what he want.
hope,he appreciates this.i am.
i do this because I'm thinking of our future and my love for him.not because I'm too stupid to follow what he say. it is too difficult for me to love somebody like him, and i don't wish this is just for play around.ini bukan kapel budak sekolah.i'm really mean on what i've say. and i do of marrying him one day. that's why i'm doing this..
from now on, I'm trying to change myself.to be good,gentle,polite as what he want.
hope,he appreciates this.i am.
i do this because I'm thinking of our future and my love for him.not because I'm too stupid to follow what he say. it is too difficult for me to love somebody like him, and i don't wish this is just for play around.ini bukan kapel budak sekolah.i'm really mean on what i've say. and i do of marrying him one day. that's why i'm doing this..
